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May 6, 2011

4 months since Maddie...

Happy 4 months to my sweet Maddie Grace.

I can only imagine all the fun we would be having if you were still here with us. I wonder how big you would be by now? I wonder who you would look like and what your personality would be like? I know you would make everyone smile with your beautiful bright eyes and sweet chubby cheeks. Oh I miss kissing those cheeks.

I miss you every day of my life. I miss you even more in the night time. I would love to get up with you and stay up with you all night. It wouldn't bother me at all. I miss that.

I wish I could hold you just one more time. I miss how good your little newborn skin smells. I miss feeling you snuggle up on my cheek with all that beautiful hair. I can't wait to feel you in my arms again.

Thank you for teaching us how to truly love and live each moment like it's our last. Thank you for teaching us to have faith and hope that will move mountains.

You have taught us so much sweet Madeline, and for you we will be forever grateful.

We miss you today, as we do everyday, but we are smiling today as we miss you. We know we will see you again. Thank you for being our daughter. Happy 4 months to my sweet birdie girl!

My sweet friend Leah, sent me this song about Hope... It's beautiful.
Enjoy =)


  1. Happy 4 months Miss Maddie! You are so beautiful. I wish I had the opportunity to have met you, but in a way I feel like I have through your mom's blog. I look forward to meeting you in heaven!
    Praying for you Natalie and your dear family! You are an amazing woman, and I would be honored to have a friend like you.

  2. I think Heaven is gong to be the happiest place for mamas who have lost babies or children...I think when we are reunited with our babies we will be happier than anything we've experienced on earth, and that joy will in one instant wipe away any pain or loss we experienced here. I can't wait to meet your beautiful Maddie some day:)

  3. What a sweet reminder to cherish and look forward to those times that can try a mother's nerves - like in the middle of the night. I will never again take for granted the blessing it is to "have" to get up in the middle of the night with one of my children. Thank you for the sweet reminder.

  4. I was thinking about her today as I worked in the yard and sent up a happy 4 month wish to her and a prayer for you! I don't know you other than through this blog but I pray for you daily!